Now you ain't around , baby i can't think~
These few days, were really tough . But thanks to Eunice , i managed to let go of alot of stuff . She invited me to church yesterday , and i am really greatful :) Sorry for what had happened in the past between us , and thank you and Brandon for praying with me . Your words really made me tear .
Yesterday at Heart Of God church , i was really enlightened by the talk , about faith . having faith in yourself, others , and God .
Having faith in yourself means Confidence , but not too much confidence , its not going to bring you anywhere far
Believe in yourself, dont believe in the wrong things .
Right now , yea , it hurts everytime i go on facebook and see those stuff on my news feed . it hurts how they neglect and dont care . But im telling myself it doesnt matter , i gotta be strong . I got tons of friends that are there for me .
Eunice; you've been a great friend and classmate , although i did badmouth you before , we had misunderstandings and disagreements , but i hope we will start afresh and start anew to make our lives better !
I'm going to church again later on , and tomorrow too :)
Right now , lots of thoughts fill my mind , anyone can text me and talk ? 91779381 :)
It hurts how they were once your best friend and everything turns around for the worst .
Anyway, guys , merry christmas :)
This year's christmas isnt very enjoyable , but im gonna meet those guys later on , im sure my day will be better then :)
I cant force someone else's happiness away , i can only sit at a corner to watch both of them be happy together . The worst part is , it's like they dont care .
Bryan
