Okay lets start with a new post shall we..
Yesterday went out with Michelle , Brenda and Daryl . Met Michelle and Brenda at brenda's house , then i lent one of their bikes . it was blue and kinda small but yea its alright . rode to meet daryl at cold storage near TMS , then we cycled to ECP . Fell like 3 times , and got once i crashed into a guy , look like gangster , but he very nice ,keep asking me if i okay then after that i keep say sorry LOL..cus i was behind brenda then she avoided him but i crash into him . dao mei . then rain so heavily , sigh . then we went to the east coast food centre to eat , i ate seafood fried rice , walao they send over i realise is 2 ppl de portion LOL . then drank coconut with michelle , she eat until so messy :S
Then we cycle more , about 5 we cycle back to michelle house then went to play halo 3 on her xbox 360 . i kena trash by brenda , we play gravity hammer game LOL :S then play one game call blur , racing de . haha very fun , then on msn me and brenda spam some ppl , :p .
After that had to go home le , i took bus with brenda back to her house then on the way she take my ticket and fold into heart , but nvr give me LOL .
After reach her condo downstairs le she pei me to wait my mum to come , that time we chatted alot , very fun . hope next week or sth can like that again (: that was the best outing ever .
Right , now lets get on to serious stuff.. these few day , seriously f--- up .
But now i trying to be happy , dun care all this le .
To ----------------------, -'- . i text you , call you also no pick up , then you have phone for what ? go throw away la . when you reply you give one word reply nia . go hong gan
To--------------, LOL screw you also . i so nice to you , but you treat me like sai now still make me feel like retard ? zzz hao xin mei hao bao k . go do some soul searching , maybe you find answer that will change you .
Sorry i try not to scold so much vulgar but i buey tahan, pls understand after you read this ):
okay i wrote a song , sad de , to bring out my emotions so i feel better (:
Goes like this : Title's called Leaving
So here i am , sitting by the window ,
watching you leave by the pathway down the sidewalk
slowly and drenched in the rain,
as you walk by the willows ,
that we both planted together.
But still , there are some words that i can't say ,
as i watch you leave and walk away ,
Each step you take as you get further from me,
Oh how i really wanna tell you that i want you to stay .
I never felt something so painful ,
that would stab me directly in the heart,
I know that lying to myself is very sinful,
but i always question , why did i love you from the start .
And i dont know if you'll be back ,
Whether we'd meet again,
But i'd really love to have you back at my side again,
Oh how it felt so lonely , everyday that passed ,
It slowly took away big chunks of my heart,
And i ask myself again , why did i love you from the start
And then i realised it was all too hard..
Next morning , took a douse of drugged wine ,
Toppled to the floor , and never saw light shine anymore..
I couldnt bear to see you leave and never come back,
couldnt take it anymore so i left together with you and,
told my self it would be better this way..
I never felt something so painful ,
that would stab me directly in the heart,
I know that lying to myself is very sinful,
but i always question , why did i love you from the start .
Oh it hurts so much to think about you all the time ,
i just dont know why i cant get you off my mind~
Oh it was so much better when you were mine ,
But now my friends tell me its just a matter of time,
But you're taking too long to return back to my side,
so i took a douse of drugged wine..
And i said, goodbye~
Yet to come out with the guitar tune but i've got the voice tune already , hope you guys like it (:
-Anders
Bryan
