Wednesday, January 26, 2011Y

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know, go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her

I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em

Sup readers , how's life going on so far , man ?

Just a word, keep your dreams realistic , move on to something better when you know you're at a dead end . But don't give up if you know you still have hope in it .

Crazy two weeks, friends getting rejected , me getting confused , tired , exhausted . Be it family or life , family made a deep impact on me..How they treat me , i try to put up , its just shit..

Girl , i miss you . But i dont know how to tell you . I dont know how you'd feel , how you'd react . I dont want things to turn out awkward , but i have confidence everything's gonna be alright . So i'm gonna try .

Things dont always work out the way you want to . Compromise , work it out in other ways . There's a will , there's always a way . Everything has a solution , if you think there's no solution , your positivity and possiblity of the impossible happening , will not happen .

To three people : Just believe , have faith , everything will be alright . You've got your friends , you've got me . Although i may not understand how you feel , i'm just a call or text away , or just call my name in school or when we go out . My shoulder's always there , a listening ear too . Always here whenever you need me .

To one : I'm praying for you everyday , every night , that you'd be very happy and succeed , make an impact on people's lives , change them , and make a difference . You're gonna excel in school , gonna be the best you can ever be . Get into the best class , and yea i'll try too , but i'll be cheering you on, in my heart, first . Whenever you need me , just a call away . (:

To another one : Although i may not understand what you're going through , i pray for you too . Hope you look at life a different way and change a little . I'm trying to change too , but i guess it isnt working very well , but i'll try harder . Jiayou , you can . Always behind your back , man .

Love hurts , but don't you think it frees our heart after , and we realise much more in the next partner that you find ? Everyone has a complicated heart , and mind . Most of the time we dont even really know what we're thinking and why do we love that person , why do we miss them , But you dont need a reason to love someone , if you have a reason , its not called love .

Guys , change lives , make an impact . Dont let things affect you , just be yourself .
Look at the bumble bee , scientific studies have shown , they cant fly , but in the end , they still do , why ? Because they dont listen to what people say or think , and they did what others said they couldn't do . Be like a bumblebee , dont be afraid to be different .

I lost my cool today , but i'm gonna control myself . It's your body , control it however you can .

I hope this post made a little difference , i'll stop here . I'll blog tmrw , feeling kinda down and sad now but , life goes on , so why dont we all just smile , because being sad isnt gonna change anything .

Last 3 words : I love you ♥

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